My workplace is filled with dysfunctional, petty, ridiculous children cosplaying as adults and for almost 5 years I have let the shenanigans and bullshit roll off my back but I am just done. I have had the worst six months of my life and just had a huge personal tragedy happen in my life and I cannot take these people being vindictive towards each other over nothing, or picking fights with management / HR over nothing, or being abusive and rude because they can get away with it. I know a big portion of this is because my own mental health is terrible right now but I just cannot fathom moving forward with pretending that any of these catfights between people old enough to be my parent or sometimes even my grandparent matter even one bit. I walked out of work today and I think I'd rather get a minimum-wage job where I could go in, do my work, and leave without giving one more thought about any of it until the next shift like I did 10 years ago. I'm so, so, so tired.
EDIT: LOL guys I literally got a sales pitch message from someome pretending to be sympathetic about this post. If you get a message about a product called Nuance tell them to fuck off! But thank you so much to everyone who has commented kindly, it is truly truly appreciated.